This term was just introduced to me by my darling husband. He pointed out to me that he thinks we are wasting what is truly a biological blessing. No, not having more kids, though he does want that; he means our physical appearance. He’s also not saying that we are so freakin’ hot we need to be on magazine covers ASAP! Trevor and I both have a fantastic metabolism, BUT in order for it to work in our favor dieting and exercise must take place to get to a shape that is a lot healthier and more ascetically pleasing, to be quite frank. Some people can work out super hard and only ever get to a certain size and shape, but we have been very blessed with biological workings that can get us exactly where we’d like to be. We are just LAZY!!! So, once again, we are starting our diets. This is a process that has begun more times that I can recall, but who knows…this could be the one! I’ll let you know.
Epiphany Moment
I have decided that what has transpired over the last 2 weeks was fully purposed to bring me closer to God. I was praying last night and confessed not coming to HIM enough and asked that HE cause me to seek after HIM. Then I thought, I think that is what is happening right now! All this illness and non-sleeping stuff is making me see how little I have depended on HIM lately. I have stopped asking for his help and instead shook my fist at him and asked WHY?!?!?! So much has been denied me during these last weeks, and I’ve begun to have an understanding of just how important leaning on God is. To put it plainly, I have been blessed. I have a job I really enjoy; I get to sing every Wednesday and Sunday in choir, and sometimes a solo; I take naps almost every day!! Not many people can say that. When those kids are napping, you better believe I am snoozing on the couch for as long as they let me. I’ve stopped coming to my Heavenly Father for a simple hello. I’ve only come to him to complain. My sincere hope is that this epiphany sparks a change that is lasting and heart-healing. I’m desperate for all my family members to be healthy and happy, but I’m even more desperate for a healthy relationship with the one who gave me this great family.
Alton is pretty much gotten worse, and is constantly moping because he has a fever and a TERRIBLE cough. He’s been to the doctor and got the heavy duty drugs, but so far it’s not working. I’m gonna give it a few more days to see if the amoxycillin will finally succeed in it’s battle against the cold, but I can’t handle much more of the drama. I need some drama free MONTHS after this.
This too shall pass
Just keep saying that to yourself: this too shall pass. January 30, Corban woke up with a bad cough. He still has a little bit of the cough, but it JUST NOW got better. February 3, Corban aquired pink eye. Thursday, Feb 8 was teh first day he woke up with clear eyes. That is the Corban saga, now onto Alton: Alton on sick the day after Corban, both times. His eyes are fine, but he still has a terrible cough and runny nose. Basically we haven’t slept in 2 weeks. Oh, but that’s not all folks. Don’t forget about ME! While being around these boys 24/7 I got bronchitis. I have been sick for a week now, and I think it’s finally starting to go away. So, this hasn’t been the best month for us, BUT…this too shall pass.
Any advice for avoiding insanity in times like this?
You know we’re staying at the…
Oh, you know you want to sing it! Of all the jobs I’ve ever had this is the only I actually like! I get excited when I am on my way there, and I do look forward to the end of my shift, but ONLY so that I can sit down and get off my feet! I can sign you up for a membership without any help, and I can pretty much sign your kid up for any spring sport without help, but there are the occasional quirks I need help with. There are many other things to learn, but so far those are the things I have mastered. One of the things I love about this job is the positive attitude I display while I work. It’s not forced in any way, and that is a huge comfort to me because it means I’m genuine. I really hope that the people I’m helping can tell that I’m being for real, too. One lady came in and I handled her membership sign up AND I gave her a tour of the facilities, and I felt so strong in my knowledge, but also strong in the fact that I was able to understand her needs and point out the things she was really looking for. I haven’t really come across a difficult customer yet, but I know that’s only a matter of time.
I have no idea who is reading this, but this blog is more of an arena for me to vent my thoughts and feelings as opposed to keeping in touch with people. But, just in case someone who reads this might be wondering…Alton now has 8 teeth, Corban is growing up so fast, but he still throws lots of whiney tantrums. I’m learning how to deal with it, but not too well, just yet. Trevor broke his thumb from his ski trip, and has been wearing a splint for a week now, and has to wear it for 3 more weeks. I sang in the 11 o’clock service at our church 2 weeks ago, and I’m singing again this week. I LOVE THAT! So, that is about it for the parker review. peace.
