A Good Day

What qualifies as a good day? Is it a good start, a good end, or does it have to be good from start to finish? Maybe a good day is one that just wasn’t too bad. I believe today was a good day, but that is because Wednesday was a really good day for me. I’ve found myself to be unbelievably lazy, and I know it’s horrible because I’m setting that example for my kids. I try to keep the house in seemingly good shape, and what I mean by that is that I like to clean on the surface. I don’t personally own any elbow grease, and it doesn’t bother me to see a stain on the carpet. Wednesday I vaccumed, did laundry and did the dishes all while my kids were awake, mind you! I took a nap when they did, and quite satisfactorily (I’m not sure that’s a word). Today was a good day because I felt ambitious at work. Not in a all consuming kind of way, just a subtle initiative to help my boss. I love lists, and organizing things, and I don’t mind doing them over and over again. It’s fun for me, and even my husband thinks that is weird, but it’s okay. I’m a part time front desk employee of the YMCA, which means I’m everyone’s lackey. I like to compare myself to a General Practitioner; I know a little about a whole lot! When you want details, or if you want to yell I simply find the specialist. It’s nice to pass that off, but I do love it when I am able to completely answer any and all questions with positive reactions. I hope the members see joy in me, but it’s hard sometimes.

So, today my son bit the tar outta some kid in the child watch area because he’s got himself a little girlfriend who he doesn’t like to share. I’d say it’s a good thing he’s interested in monagomy, but I just couldn’t get past the swollen purple bruising on this kid’s arm. What do you do? The deed is already done, you can’t erase it. How do you explain the wrongness of it? I ended up making him sit by himself for the last 20 minutes that I was working, and it seemed to suffice. I thought we were past this stage! He’s 4 for crying out loud. Hopefully he’ll learn to better express himself and just knock the kid down instead of being that weird kid that bites. he he.

Published in: on August 31, 2007 at 2:13 am Leave a Comment

Weighing in…

So, that 5 pounds that I lost about 2 months ago…it’s back. I can feel a huge difference that I didn’t notice really when it was gone. Yes, some of my clothing fit better, but I didn’t realize how much better. It’s crazy how 5 pounds can cause so much damage. I’m totally not exercising or dieting, so I should have expected it, but you always hope that it just goes away and stays away.

On a happier note, I feel very inspired by our new service at church. Russell Cravens is the “speaker” and he spoke into my heart this week. I’m not where I need to be, but I guess that won’t happen until I get to heaven! I am inspired, though, and that is a good thing.

Published in: on August 29, 2007 at 10:30 pm Leave a Comment

The Whole Truth

Saturday morning was Mallory and Saul’s wedding. Mallory was beautiful, Saul was sick, the ceremony was short. Saul really did have a 24 hour bug, so he was feeling pretty yucky all day. I felt bad for him, but he looked like he was having a good time. Then around 2pm they headed out for South Padre. That is when my nerves started to kick in for my own trip. We all got home and I packed up until my friend called and said she was ready to go. We left Houston around 7pm, and arrived at our hotel in Dallas around 11:30pm. If you ever stay at the Holiday Inn Express off the Northwest Freeway, it is actually a very nice hotel. The continental breakfast was awesome, and they had a pool, and a weight room. It was very nice.

We crashed into our beds, with our alarm clocks set for 4:30am. The next day we were not auditioning; just registering. That means we would get our wrist bands and our seat assignments. We woke up and both felt equally exhausted as we got into the car to drive to the Texas Stadium for who knows how long. When we got there, it was pretty empty looking, and that was encouraging. We walked towards the registration tables, and as soon as we got up to it there was a spot open, so we didn’t wait at all. We got our wrist bands, and our seat assignments and that was it! Feeling elated with the ease, we drove back to the hotel just in time for the breakfast to open up. It was bacon and eggs, with various other yummy things. After we ate we went back to our room and slept for about 3 hours. It was awesome. After our morning nap we realized we have a whole day still with nothing to do. We discovered a Gallaria was in the area, so we mapquested it and made our way there. We both wanted to shop for an outfit for our auditions, so it seemed the only right way to spend our day…shopping! We ate a nice little lunch at La Cocina and then made our rounds on the 3 different levels. 3 hours later, with outfits plus in tow, we made our way back to the hotel. We ordered Chili’s to go for dinner and watched a movie to kill the time. When it came time to turn the lights off and get some beauty sleep, both of us tossed and turned for several ours before falling asleep. The alarm caught us at 3:30am, this time and we slowly rose and began to get ready. One hour later as we pulled into the stadium for the 2nd day in a row, we realized we should have gotten there earlier. There were probably 3,000 people there before us. Undeterred, we got in the line standing outside the stadium right up against the railing. That was at about 4:45am. Around 5:30 they told us we were not allowed to bring in any water or food or anything. So, we proceeded to eat our snacks and drink our water right then, because they were making it seem like it needed to be taken care of asap. Not long after we arrived the cameras started sweeping the crowds. We got right up in front of the crowd so when the camera passed us we were right there in front smiling and waving. At 7:30am, the line started making it’s way into the stadium, but there was a bag-checking station you had to go through, first. So, it wasn’t until 9:15 that my friend and I crossed that station. We stood outside for 4 1/2 hours; 3 of those hours with no food or water. We were asked to go straight to our seats, also, so we didn’t stop to buy any water or food. When we got to our seats they were informing the crowds how things were going to go down. We sang a crowd song, and shouted out some phrases and thrived off of the pulsating excitement. It wasn’t until about 10:30 that we bought water, which was $3 per bottle. Totally ridiculous, but what can you do? It was pay a lot, or pass out. By the way, Texas Stadium is only partially covered and our seats were in the lovely bright sunshine. There was no form of air conditioning, either, so it was pretty awful. After sitting there for about 2 hours, we ventured with the rest of the masses into the shaded hallways. We ate some nachos and Dr. Pepper around 12pm to give us sustenance. We kept looking out at the stands checking the progress of the auditions, but it was very slow going. We were the 9th section of 11 sections and each section was taking about an hour to go through, so you do the math. As the day progressed we started seeing quite a few people going by riding on the “medic-cart” because they were close to heat exhaustion. Around 3pm the powers that be finally decided they should probably start giving water away so they don’t look so bad, but you only got the free water when your section made their way down onto the field. Around 2pm the sun had moved off of our seats, so we got back to them and watched some episodes of Friends on my friend’s IPOD. Around 3:30 we split a hot dog as a final attempt to nourish ourselves without paying a fortune. And it wasn’t until 5:30pm that our section was called down to the field to audition. The pace was pretty steady from that point on. We lined up in groups of 4 and made our way to a line in front of a table with 2 producers/judges. We got assigned to a table with 2 women who looked like they were pretty ready to go home. I claim my rejection to be completely tied to their crankiness. They should have kissed my feet for not telling them off for making me sit in the hot day for 14 hours, but I wouldn’t have done that anyway.

I was pretty peeved that I got rejected, but I feel like I took it pretty gracefully. To be honest, I’m glad that I made the attempt, and I’m glad that I didn’t go any further. I was never sold on the idea of being on the show, but wanted to give it a try. Chalk it up to experience!

Published in: on August 16, 2007 at 10:57 pm Leave a Comment

Did I call it, or what? So what goes down in history as the biggest waste of my time, is American Idol auditions. I can’t really think of one single good thing about it. It was a 14 hour day of misery and disappointment. Then the producer has the audacity to look at me and say, I hope you come again next year. Please, I’m spreading the word as far and as wide as I can that this is a stupid waste of time and that no one should ever audition again. BUT, watch the Dallas auditions, cuz I got several camera close-ups! I’m wearing a green shirt with a yellow cami! I was really cute. When I’m not so peeved, I’ll describe the day in more detail; for now just remember 14 hours of misery.

Published in: on August 8, 2007 at 1:58 am Leave a Comment

OMG

Today is the big day, in more ways than one. My sister-in-law is getting married, and then I am driving to Dallas for the big auditions! I’m really nervous, but a lot of my nerves is about getting around a new place without Trevor. I will have a girl friend with me, so I won’t be alone, but it still makes me nervous. Pray for me, people! I’ll let you know around mid-week next week how they rejected me.

Published in: on August 4, 2007 at 12:26 pm Leave a Comment